Hi^^
Yesterday my mom came home and told me to go upstairs and not look until she told me. I was pretty confused but did it then when I came back down there was a box under our Christmas tree and in it was a puppy for me!
She is a Bugg (Boston Terrier/Pug) and I named her Mika.
I hope we become good friends.



~chuu

Hi^^
So, I am bored and decided to post some memes. I save memes whenever I come across them and thought what is the point of saving them if I never post them?
I am nearly done my Christmas shopping and am excited when I get to wrap them, that is like one of my favorite things is wrapping presents for hours.
I am also excited for Boxing day lol.
Hmm, I sent away to a few writing contests so *fingers crossed*
Today we learned that one of our chickens, Sweet Pea, is actually a rooster.
That's about all so...
~chuu

( i thought that with that smile anything could be saved )

Hello^^
I just got back from a weekend trip to visit my grandparents on my dad’s side for my grandpa’s 80th birthday party. I just turned 20 and thought that was old but I guess there could be worse ages to turn…like 80.
Their house smells horrible though. Like a million different perfume that tries but fails to cover the retched smell of cigarette smoke and mothballs. Now all my stuff stinks so bad.
At the party I saw the people I haven’t seen in about three years, some even longer. I don’t really feel like they are family since I never see them but it was still nice to chat, especially since the main topic was me having gone to Japan.
I spoke to my older cousin who had taught English in Korea and talked about being in Japan. Other than Taka I don’t really talk to anyone who knows what it is like to live somewhere you love and then return to a much more crappy place and try to get used to it. She also graduated from the course I am probably going to take once I go to University so it made me feel…slightly hopeful but still lonely. Talking about Japan just makes me want to go back more.
As you can all tell I am having issues about that.

Anyways, I found this on bent_cigarettes‘s lj and decided to do it. I was instructed to elaborate on answers so I will try my best heh.


( I open up my wings of glass )

<3

I am posting this for reiyayel
And anyone else can fill it out too I guess ^_^

01. One word to describe me:
02. Your first impression of me:
03. Nicknames you would give me and call me:
04. Something you always wanted to tell me/ask me:
05. Would you repost this on your journal so I can fill it out for you?

~chuu

Hi^^
So, this is my random story for everyone.
My mom loves animals. We already have three dogs, three cats, a bird, and two horses as pets.
Then my mom tells me she is getting a piglet and two goats to start a petting zoo.
She got the piglet yesterday and named it Chopper. It is smaller than my toy poodle right now and will grow to be the size of a labrador with short legs.
I can not believe I now can say I have a pig as a pet. I never thought I would ever say that. lol

Ps-what do you think honey?

~chuu

I was given Uruha by xmirukiix <3

1. Do you like this person?
So much that when I think of him I get turned on.

2.How do you call this person?
Uruha or "uhhhh, so hot!"

3.Which colour do you associate with this person?
Purple, of course^^ or any color of wine

4.Looking at his/her character, what bloodtype do you think he has?
I don't know too much about that kind of stuff. All I know is whatever it is, it is my type!

5.What do you want to tell that person?
“Hey baby, I think you’re gorgeous. Your place or mine?”

6.Pick five of your friends and pick one person for them.
I have no friends...lol
If you want to do it then I'll give you a person
xlostheavenx -Reita :p although I don't think you'll ever read this haha.

Hi~
So, today I checked my other email account and I had an email from a publishing house.
I have been waiting to hear something back since July and finally I got a response.
I have wanted something, anything, even a rejection because then at least I would know I was on my way.
Well, it was a rejection letter.
It said: "Your story has an interesting premise, but will benefit from more editing and rewrites."
Well, I am glad my story sounds interesting to them but it is a bit frustraiting to hear it needs more editing because that is the hardest part and I have no idea what more to do to it.
But, I guess I will just see what the other publishing houses say and go from there.
It is cool to get a rejection letter but still a little sad to know I have so much more work to do and that I really have no idea how to go about it.
I guess that's all for now
~chuu

Hi^^
So, for three days we have been moving to a new apartment to live with our friend. I nearly died all those times. My body is just not built for lugging heavy cases around Tokyo and up stairs when there is no elevator or escalator.
The first night at the new place was okay but I was left alone since the other two went to a concert then out all night with friends. I was okay with it since I got to use the internet (only one person can use it at a time) but it was my first night in a strange place and I was all alone plus I stupidly watched a scary movie so I didn’t really like that.
Then the next morning I had to wake up early and go to the old place to finish cleaning and meet with the people to hand in keys and get the security deposit money. That all went fine and I took pictures of the cherry blossoms and they were so gorgeous but then I had to bring another case of stuff all by myself and that was hard. I could barely lift it and sometimes I had to carry it down stairs and no one stopped to help me even though I was practically falling down them.
I finally got back to the new place and carried it up like 4 flights of stairs or something and I was proud of myself for doing it and I was going to burst in and be like “I did it!” but they were still sleeping.
Now it is the next day and I am alone again. They are out at another concert and I am here. I like having time to myself, to listen to music and write and read and use the internet but they are out having fun and I am left here alone. I am not sure how I feel about it. I don’t think I am angry or anything maybe just a little left out I guess.
It is April 4th and I leave Japan on the 29th. I can’t believe it. I am excited to go home and see my family and pets and friends but I will miss living by myself, the ability to see bands I love so much, and the shopping. I want to come back but I am not sure when since I am poor. But when I go back home I will have to do something with my life. I have no plan for my future except become and author and that won’t happen overnight so…it will be back to working or maybe going to school. I have no idea and that is scary especially since I am turning 20 this year.
Can’t Uruha just fall in love with me? Haha, then I would be set and wouldn’t have to worry.
But the thing I hate the most about going back home is that Taka will not be with me. I have been basically inseparable from her for I think almost four years. I don’t know who I am away from her so I am scared of who that person will turn out to be.
Anyways, here is a meme for you~
And I would just like to make a call out to honey: I hope you are doing okay <3
~chuu

( m~e~m~e~ )

Hello^^
Well, I am bored again so that means a random rambling and a meme^^
Lately I can not write and it is very annoying.  I am having issues editing my book because I have not written it for a while so I feel like I have kind of lost my connection to those characters which makes me really sad and then I can't write any fics because I am not inspired enough.  I used to be able to be anywhere and just zone out and write in my head.  I used to write in my head all the time.  Now my mind feels blank and I feel like I am failing as a writer and that is the career I want so it is pretty scary.
I also feel a little...well I don't think bad it the word I am going for but it will have to work because I wanted to work on my shyness and maybe change a bit so I can be more outgoing but I have not.  I still am awkward when I first meet people and barely speak until I have gotten to know them better.  Is that bad that I would rather have a connection with someone first before I start chattering away to them? 
I guess that is all I have to say so onto the meme:

~chuu
 

( meme 200 )

Hello^^
So, I found a bunch of memes I stole from people on facebook so now I have lots to post but I will just do one at the moment.
I have not been up to much...during the week I usually do not go anywhere which makes me feel like of like a loser and very boring and a little lonely but this past weekend I did something everyday.
On Friday I went to Harajuku, then on Saturday I went out for supper at TGI Fridays, and then on Sunday I went out for supper and had pizza with fondue and a sundae for dessert, then went to a few arcades, then went out for karaoke all night.
In the past few days I have been feeling many different emotions that I either have not felt in a long time or have been trying to avoid. So in a way I am very happy but a little scared.
Anyways, onto the meme^^

( meme^^ )

~chuu

Hi~
Yes, I basically post a meme with every entry.
So, I have not been up to much...I got a dvd player that plays dvds from anywhere in the world which I am happy about and then I bought Rentrer en Soi's last live dvd and Sadie's new album.
Gazette is on the 10th of March so that is only like 4 days away. I am so excited!! I hope our seats are good^^
Anyways, that is about it...I only am in Japan for less than two months now. It makes me pretty sad to know I am leaving soon to go back to boring life in Winnipeg where I know I will be stressed and irriated and lonely but...I will have to do my best.
And then when I have enough money I can always travel again!


( MEme )
~chuu

I found this on gazette_yaoi and thought it would be fun~ lol
Now, my answer to these may be repetitive but...^///^ and it is quite interesting because I am obsessed with Uruha right now but I have to actually think and answer truthfully. Well, I don't have to but I will because I'm like that haha.

( Gazette meme )
~chuu

Hello^^
So, I am bored and that means I find a random meme to do. I have been getting mine from who ever posts them on facebook so they aren't that great but...it keeps me amused enough.
I really want to get my hair done but that means getting Taka to cut it for me and dye it for me. I apparently don't go to hairdressers anymore. I hope it will turn out.
I am getting very excited about seeing Gazette. For some reason all I can think about is that I want to be able to see Uruha and that I don't want to get knocked over by the other fans.
Well, I guess that is all...on to the meme.

( mEmE )
~chuu

Hello everyone~
Happy Valentine's Day^^

I hope everyone felt loved today and had a chance to smile

~chuu

Yes, I am doing another meme lol.  This one I stole from my cousin off facebook.  It doesn't look that interesting but I thought "oh well".  Today I got the new Neo genesis with Gazette and they are so so pretty. ^_^

~chuu

So, it is late and I am super tired but I am bored at the same time and you all know what I do when I am bored. Yes, a random meme. And now, I go to facebook and find people who have done one and steal thiers.
Hmm, how do I feel right now...many things. I feel lonely and kind of scared for the future. You know when it gets late and it's dark and all you have are your thoughts and they pound at you until you cry? I do that a lot.
But enough thinking and onto the meme.
( Give me an M! M!... )
Yay, now I can sleep. That took forever. Sorry if I seem a little moody. I just think way too much but this made me feel better. Have a great day/night.  Wish on those stars! 
~chuu